It's been a long time.

It's been a long time since I've posted. Many seizures and tons of meds later, I still find it hard to keep my thoughts together long enough to get them down. Life has been long and hard, but no worse than for anyone else I suspect. We all have our troubles and our demons to carry. Mine just happen to be a brain that has betrayed me and conspires to commit sneak attacks on me when I'm not expecting it. I am fortunate though, as I have only had one "Gran Mal" that I lost conciousness with, and the rest I have been concious for. Lucky me. The worst of it is trying to continue to function as normally as possible when I feel like the world has flip flopped in an instant. I guess it could be worse...I could flip flop with it.